he knew how i took my coffee– he looked at me + he just knew. 

its in the way he holds me, he just knows. 

he knows without knowing, 

its in the way he holds me. 

he knew how i took my coffee. 

he looked at me + he just knew… he just knows without knowing.

so these are the moments, these are the moments you read about and wonder will they ever happen to me. this can make or break you, you are the only person who can decide that outcome. so much rides on what you do next that you have to stop and listen to what the universe or whatever the fuck is trying to tell you. these are the moments that make or break you, these are the moments when you truly have to find yourself.

i left your alkaline trio cd in my car. its lived in that cd player for years now it seemed cruel to take it with me. sometimes things are meant to stay where they are left.